Hazy Post

It feels like a I've come here in a new life :-)
But definitely feels good to get back here. I dont know how many people visit my blog, or even if anybody at all visit it..but for me..this is a place of solace, comfort, peace and sometimes even bliss :-)

Below are few lines that I'd jotted in the middle of a busy meeting ;-) Then after re-reading them in solitude, decided to dedicate them to someone who I thought matters a lot to me!! But then again, a few things that have happened (or I might have imagined them to have happened), have helped me change my outlook towards life. I realized that there have been too many instance where I'd forgotten myself and lived for others. I must thank people for continuously reminding of my own existence and teaching me how to balance my emotions. Anyways, too much crap...will update about all the crappy things that I've been going through lately in my next post..which I'm hoping to come out some time this weekend. But for now, even if you dont like my writings, just read and try to enjoy my thoughts.

Promise

I may not promise you wealth and riches

I may not promise you jewels in diamonds

I may not promise the moon and stars

I may not promise the easiest journey of life

But

I can pledge my heart to you

I can put my life forth you

I can promise a voyage of smiles

I can promise a life of bliss

And

All the Happyness in world will be at your feet

All the love in the universe only for you

Your world is full of admirers

You are the only world I have

P.S. The above lines are NOT dedicated to anybody. People feeling bad, sad or anything like may just go and F*** themselves.

Anonymous Post (Can't think of a Name....)

The six years’ conscious journey of my life has shown me a very real, pragmatic and nothing-dreamlike picture of life. It has taught me to respect things that (earlier) I never considered important enough even to think about. It’s helped me to realize the intent of people while being associated with them. To learn about ridiculous things and not to show any expression on the face. I have also adapted myself to the multi-faceted people and their sick personalities. These years have helped me become strong as an individual, in the truest sense of the word. I have not only evolved as a person but also as a daughter, as a sister and as a friend. My outlook towards life has totally changed. Now I have learned to prioritize my work, my chores, and also people in my life. It has taught me how not to think about the silly issues and leave unimportant people out of daily activities, where to draw a line, how far to let a person into my life, whom to let in and why, et al.

When the person whom I considered most important in my life had hurt me, strangely, I never felt anything, or rather he was not as important as I really thought he was! I cried myself to sleep for some days but even then it was not because of losing him, more because of trusting and getting hurt by a person who’s just not worth all the resources I’d spent on him. I was more baffled by the thought making a mistake than even thinking about the so called “loss” of him! I decided never to forgive people for their deeds and definitely not if they’ve hurt me. I told myself to prove everybody wrong. Cursed people whom I’d never even imagined to speak in a raised voice.

I was intrigued by the demonic sides of the most humble people. Their acts ashamed me of being associated with them even in the remotest of threads.
A friend of mine had recently said the following words, and they just kept echoing my ears, as they are so true and so cool :-)

"Life is like Pool Table, Full of Colors, but all Fucking Balls" :-()